Grand design

I knew it all along that this day was coming
Even though I knew it doesn't hurt any less
But somehow the suffering draws me to You
I could start running in anger
But then what's the point of a Savior
I feel the pain but it still doesn't change who You are
Nothing I feel is outside of the reach of Your arms
My whole world could crumble but all of the pieces remain
In Your hands that are waiting to put them together again
Just like I know You will in Your own time, in Your own wisdom
One day I'll look back and see the grand design
Maybe it will make sense then, these questions I have
But with it all here front and center
Sometimes it's hard to remember
I could start running in anger
But then what's the point of a Savior