My favourite game

I don't know what you're looking for
You haven't found it, baby, that's for sure
You rip me up, you spread me all around
In the dust, in the deed of time

And this is not a case of lust, you see
It's not a matter of you versus me
It's fine the way you want me on your own
But in the end it's always me alone

And I'm losing my favourite game
And you're losing your mind again
I'm losing my baby, losing my favourite game

I only know what I've been working for
Another you, so I could love you more
I really thought that I could take you there
But my experiment's not getting us anywhere

I had a vision I could turn you right
A stupid mission in a lethal fight
I should've seen it when my hope was new
My heart is black and my body is blue

And I'm losing my favourite game
And you're losing your mind again
I'm losing my baby, losing my favourite game

And I'm losing my favourite game
And you're losing your mind again
And I try, but you're still the same
I'm losing my baby, you're losing the saviour and the saint