I can't go back

welcome to a vengeful world
this is some suffering inferno
i always got what i deserved
never had to regret a thing
i always had a transit card
but i didnt ever use it

and though the old days now seem better
though i once had life for two
i wont touch the door behind me

blood kills the past

i cant go back
with this hair too white
cant go back
with this change inside
i cant return
to event horizon
with you by my side

my memory chips erased all friends
who always came to use me
well, they wet a weeping wall
very far away from me
i always had some love to share
but i didnt ever leave you

and though the passed years now look greater
though all love songs want to quit
i wont touch the door behind you

i cant go back
through my history
cant forget
about destiny
i cant return
to event horizon
with you by my side

i cant go back
i cant return
all that was is raining down on me
with you by my side