I wonder if i ever said goodbye

At times she still comes around
Though she's someone else's now
I can't lay down no matter how I try
If I leave her then I find
She's no father than my mind
Makes me wonder if I ever said goodbye

Night and day it's all the same
Pour some whiskey on my flame
Burn another memory in my mind
Though the years she's moved up town
Lord and I've come a long ways down
Makes me wonder if I ever said goodbye

Yes she always says hello the way she used to
But Lord she only said goodbye one time
Heaven knows I live in hell
This barroom is my cell
Makes me wonder if I ever said goodbye
Makes me wonder if I ever said goodbye