Jesus died for you... not me

It's a battle inside raging, raging in my mind.
And I, I can't decide where I'm suppose to be...
It's a battle inside raging, raging in my mind.
And I, I can't decide who I'm suppose to be...
It's a battle inside raging, raging in my mind.
And I, I can't decide who I'm suppose to be...

Life in fast-forward, I'm on a fast course,
but I guess it’s what I asked for, but I guess it’s what I asked for.
Life in fast-forward, I'm on a fast course,
But I guess it’s what I asked for just so you’ll know my name.

I know you saved my life, but know, nobody... nobody has the right to take...
To take this away, away.
There's a devil on my shoulder and an angel in my hair.
I'm trying to, trying to stay strong until these voices disappear.
And shit's just insane, I feel it crashing down.
Everyone says I'm to blame. They'll all lashing out.

It's a battle inside raging, raging in my mind.
And I, I can't decide where I'm suppose to be...
It's a battle inside raging, raging in my mind.
And I, I can't decide who I'm suppose to be...

Life in fast-forward, I'm on a fast course,
but I guess it’s what I asked for, but I guess it’s what I asked for.
Life in fast-forward, I'm on a fast course,
But I guess it’s what I ask for just so you’ll know my name.

And every day with these feelings, every day it just gets worse.
I’m holding on through it all, it’s just a gift and a curse.
Walking through these rude ones. Rebuilding everything I've done.
Waiting for this storm to pass, waiting...

Turned their back when I was down
They looked, they left me to drown.
Where are they now? They let me drown.
Where are they now? They let me drown.
Where are you now? They let me drown...