Paranoia

This is a repressed manifesto
From the depths of my dwell
Spellbound by a cello swelling treble in my cell
And how trembling pots are bending into kettles
The quill will never still
Voice will never settle by choice
Falls victim to the voice in the hall
Stricken with the listen of a balcony call
They got it out for me
My demons are just children of my alchemy
Fiending for the answers of why I never doubted me
Aroused by the cancer around my brain tissue
Blow the brains into the home your praise issues
(I'm done!)
They miss you
I misuse the throttle in the heart
Drinking shots from an s.o.s. Bottle in the dark
These verses are splinters in the hearse
And even if I'm living the best, I'm just picturing the worst
Getting paranoid
I live in fear of the void
But I'm still just a boy

But I can feel their eyes around me...
I'm getting paranoid
Yeah, I'm getting paranoid
But I can feel their eyes around me...
I'm getting paranoid
I'm getting paranoid

Can you please calm yourself?
(...And a little poem goes around and around in my head when I try to go to sleep)

Countless nights are bound to speak
Eyes open
Quotes dance democratically
Sing voices in my erratic being
Savage ears, here spoken
A palindrome trance caught off guard and woken

Countless nights are bound to speak
Eyes open
Quotes dance democratically
Sing voices in my erratic being
Savage ears, here spoken
A palindrome trance caught off guard and woken

Countless nights are bound to speak
Eyes open
Quotes dance democratically
Sing voices in my erratic being
Savage ears, here spoken
A palindrome trance caught off guard and woken

Countless nights are bound to speak
Eyes open
Quotes dance democratically
Sing voices in my erratic being
Savage ears, here spo-
The skin on my head's alert, but so broke

But I can feel their eyes around me...
I'm getting paranoid
Yeah, I'm getting paranoid
But I can feel their eyes around me...
I'm getting paranoid
I'm getting paranoid
Can you please calm yourself?
Can you please calm yourself?
Can you please calm yourself?