Fuck up

I gotta clean up, shouldn't even be up
Who turned the heat up to hot as hell?
Well, i couldn't pass up, spent my very last buck
On a bag of bad luck, can't you tell?

Hey, ho

I know, i know, i know what i've done
I was on a roll
"you were on a roll, son"
I froze, i froze, buckled in the sun
I was on a roll
Yeah, i was on a roll

I know they're waiting for me to change into a brand new man...

But i am what i am and that's all that i am
I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up
Again and again, i will till i can't
So don't get your hopes up, i'm just a f*ck up
I hear her screamin' "who you wanna be, son?"
Like a voice of reason in my head
Don't wanna be a rerun "go and talk to jesus,
If he can't heal ya, no one can"

Hey, ho

I know, i know, i know what i've done
I was on a roll
"you were on a roll, son"
I froze, i froze, buckled in the sun
I was on a roll
Yeah, i was on a roll

I know they're waiting for me to change into a brand new man...

But i am what i am and that's all that i am
I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up
Again and again, i will till i can't...
So don't get your hopes up
I'm just a..

I ran out far beneath the flood to see what i had done
Won't you just give me that gun
Yeah, i will get it done
It's only my life that i'm wastin'
Mama, won't you leave me be?
I don't need to hear it, no.

Because i am what i am
And that's all that i am
I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up
Again and again
I will till i can't
So don't get your hopes up
I'm just a f*ck up