Karma
Jream andrewEven when I was hurtin' and l was losing
To tell you the truth when I sit back and think
Really who was I fooling?
All the times I let a good girl go
All the times I never let them know
When I felt something, I never showed nothing and I just let them go
Maybe I was so caught up in this life that I chose
Maybe I was too scared to let someone in so I'd just fuck these hoe's
Ion know, ion know maybe I was meant to be alone
To be honest I only think about her
She made me feel how I loved to hurt
Probably my biggest regret, she got a man and she happy as shit
I wish it was me, but I made the mistake of running away and now it's too late
Ain't funny how it ain't funny
Or what I love is what I want for me
But I refuse to make another mistake
So I wait and I wait even when it's too late
Ain't fucking with me no more, I swear you ain't fucking with me no more
Ain't fucking with me no more, I swear you ain't fucking with me
And I know it, I don't blame you
Cause, that's what I get
That's what I get, that's what I, that's what I get karma
That's what I get, that's what I, that's what I get karma
That's what I get, that's what I, that's what I get karma
That's what I get, that's what I, that's what I get karma
Cause what goes around comes back around
What goes around comes back around
And I know it, I don't blame you
What goes around comes back around
What goes around comes back around
And I know it, I don't blame you
And this ain't to make you feel bad, I just needed to vent while I'm holling these bags
These baggages I carry I can never let go, cause inside are these memories inside is the littlest hope
Of what we were and what we could've been, but you hate me for what I did
And the tears are your evidence and I know
I know I've been missing since tears on your pillow, I'm guilty to these charges
I left you but nothing but a broken heart
I was scared, I never let a woman love me no, not even my mom
Cause ion know how to feel love, cause my mom broke my heart when I was real young
I never knew how to fight for the shit that I loved
So I ran with no question and never looked back
Without understanding who I was leaving, and who I was hurting
And shit that was ending, and I know there ain't no excuses for that
Not makin' up no excuses for the past
Bare with me I'm trying, I love you no lying
And if you don't believe me, my heart starts a riot
Cause I can't move on until I know we kept trying
But it's funny how, these are the words I'll probably never say
And these are the feelings I hide, and keep locked away
Keep telling myself save it for another day
Cause in the end I'm just fighting a ghost that's dead
Our love was lame
Ain't fucking with me no more, I swear you ain't fucking with me no more
Ain't fucking with me no more, I swear you ain't fucking with me
And I know it, I don't blame you
Cause, that's what I get
That's what I get, that's what I, that's what I get karma
That's what I get, that's what I, that's what I get karma
That's what I get, that's what I, that's what I get karma
That's what I get, that's what I, that's what I get karma
Cause what goes around comes back around
What goes around comes back around
And I know it, I don't blame you
What goes around comes back around
What goes around comes back around
And I know it, I don't blame you
What goes around comes back around
What goes around comes back around
And I know it, I don't blame you
Broke on my heartbreak, guessed I just checked in
I can fuck all these bitches, when I already did you still have my heartbreak
And I know, I'm all in my conscience and I'm speaking this nonsense
Will start making you lose your mind, firstly when you lost it
Had to lost what I never had, maybe it's timing if I could rewind it
I would know it's worth fighting, I wanted this life so I could just provide
For me and the love of my life but I ran out of time
Cause all of this money is shit if it means that you're gone
Nothing means nothing if I end up alone
Without you here with me