Shadow of myself

This sickness I'm afflicted with
Has got my brain decaying
Addicted to its wickedness
This dangerous game I'm playing

I know my God has damned me
My fate remains unmolded
Guess it runs in the family
My sense of self corroded

Rage and hatred, untethered
Heads and appendages severed
I can't be saved by confession
Endure this torture forever

This aimless anger will fester
And pain will make me remember
I'm on the edge of life and death
And I ain't gettin' better

Lungs filled up with sweat and mud
Unclean, diseased, body wet with blood
When it comes to carnage I can't get enough
Ever since mom and dad force fed me some

Way past saving, can't be helped
Just a shadow of myself
Feel your darkness cascade over me, cast it over me
Make me evil, feed me hell
I'm a shadow of myself
Swallow my soul, take control of me, takin' over me

Hold your holy bibles tight
You're sinking in this swamp
There's no key to your survival
That's a door that's locked

Dissected head to toe
You'll be opened up
The only friend you'll get to know
Is a loaded gun

My blackened blood is boilin'
I feel my fear no more
The scent of dead flesh spoilin'
Have I become a corpse?

Spiders climb up my spine
Feel their venom in my veins
This torment is divine
The reaper I'll embrace

When I'm made a God
I'll take a bow
Evil forged a bond
She won't break her vows

Now you know the price
Gotta pay it now
If you have a life
Time to lay it down

Heed need the voice of reason
It only tell you lies
Obey your sins and demons
Then see through evil's eyes

Way past saving, can't be helped
Just a shadow of myself
Feel your darkness cascade over me, cast it over me
Make me evil, feed me hell
I'm a shadow of myself
Swallow my soul, take control of me, takin' over me

Blood is in the air
My tongue can taste the gore
Smell it on my breath
The flavor I've been craving for

What's the matter, what's happenin'
I've been served up platter of pathogens
Trapped within a macabre massacre
By a family of sadistic savages

Ain't seen a chainsaw yet
But I will by the end I bet
I can sense the presence of evil
Settled deep in this residence

I've already been through shit
And still haven't seen how bad it gets
Crashin' their party, bash in their heads
Pick up a weapon and splatter the rest

This violence has me laughing
After makin' a massive mess
I guess I'm past the point of saving
I'd rather end up dead

Give in to your temptation
Transcend mortality
Why let yourself be bound by
Mortal morality

Way past saving, can't be helped
Just a shadow of myself
Feel your darkness cascade over me, cast it over me
Make me evil, feed me hell
I'm a shadow of myself
Swallow my soul, take control of me, takin' over me