End of my rainbow

I wrote this song to keep from killing myself
It was all I had left when they said you've found
Someone else
I know it's not cool to reveal I almost died
But I'm tired and I know you never liked me when I lied

If this is the end of my rainbow I need to know
I want to be free from every chain
If I'm going to die before I find my pot of gold
Come on keep on raining

I've been around the world I've seen a couple things
I recall words of wisdom dangling from their puppet
Strings
If rain comes down the way they say it does in song

Then I was wrong and I've been waiting for the punch
Line way too long

If this is the end of my rainbow I need to know
I want to be free from every chain
If I'm going to die before I find my pot of gold
Come on keep on raining

All that I need is a
River running over me
I want to be beautiful again
And in time I will shine
Underwater I will be divine
Come on keep on raining
Keep on raining