Where did i go?

I loved to hurt you without you ever knowing
I could desert you without you ever seeing me going

All the monsters in your nightmares showed
You could see me underneath my cloak -
Do you know, do you know?
Baby, where did I go?

In the mornings, baby, right before you woke
I would ask things that I never spoke -
Does she know, does she know?
Baby, where did I go?

Maybe I was afraid to see you cry
Maybe you didn't need to cry
Maybe I can tell such a brilliant lie...

I loved to hurt you but you never felt a blow
I could kiss you and still you'd never know...
Baby, where did I go?