I will not be fine

I'm clearing my phone
Clearing the wall of the pictures you gave to me
I can throw your letters away
But what to do with my soul

And you made up your mind
Now it's the time to be done with my memories
I will try'n get on with my life
But I still care for you

(Chorus)
Don't lead me on
Saying I'll be fine
Yes I may live and get on with some time
But I will not be fine

And so, I'm trying to think
Of ways that a life without you may just better me
Busy me, with busy things
But always wondering how you are doing

And so, I'm going to try
To numb off the part of my brain that's the life of
Second prize for all of my life
'Cause you will not be mine

(Chorus)

Middle 8:
I see you all the time
I still feel the same
How can I change the things i say
When not speaking out is a lie?

I will not be fine
I will not be fine
Yes I may live and get on with some time
But I will not be fine
Yes I may live and get on with some time
But I will not be fine