Lest my water break

You're one of my favorite gods
But I'm all out of prayers
My head is filled with emptiness
I don't know how to share
I'm succeeding once again
To say in words what I don't mean
Nothing's more real than nothing
So I'll apologize to my dreams
Promise I'll get cleaner

Promise I'll get cleaner
I just don't want to see the light
Cause the grass is always greener
After suicide

I live in dreams I can't remember
But that's maybe for the best
If I drop my shield when you take your swing
This doesn't have to last
So have a seat and take a breath
This is all yours for dessert
Your sheep refuse to reproduce
Cause the good always die first

Promise I'll get cleaner
I just don't want to see the light
Cause the grass is always greener
After suicide

Promise I'll get cleaner
I just don't want to see the light
Cause the grass is always greener
After suicide

If you just remember to forget
I miss you most when you're around
Guess this is birth on a deathbed
Burn what you have found