Restart my life

It's so hard to look at your picture
Just look at your picture
It's so hard to know that you're right there
And act like I don't care

We're close but our lives are so distant
I don't understand
People tell me I should forget you
But I can't pretend

What I feel when I'm close to you
I gotta make a decision
I can't feel like I'm 2
But I'm so confused

CHORUS:
What should I do
Should I look at you
And say what's on my mind
What should I do
Should I give up on everything for you
And restart my life

Why is it so hard to make choices
You win but you lose
There are so many things I will miss
If I choose to fight for you

How will I know that you're worth it
I'm so afraid
To change my life 'cause of you
Is this what I should do

Maybe I should take a risk
I gotta make a decision
I can't feel like I'm 2
But I'm so confused

CHORUS:
What should I do
Should I look at you
And say what's on my mind
What should I do
Should I give up on everything for you
And restart my life
(I'll restart my life)