I'm sorry i'm not honest

(toriaezu
hansei shita furi shitokeba iin desho?
jibun ga warukatta ten o setsumei shi nagara
tsugi wa zettai shimasen tte
tsugi wa kō shimasu tte
gutaiteki ni ayamattokeba motto iin desho?

mina ga mae o muite susunda
dakara boku mo mae o muita
sō da yo
dōse iya iya yatte iru yo

sunao na furi nara boku ni makasete kudasai
hontō no boku nante kimi ni wa wakaranain da
kokoro no naka nara nani o omotte mo ii tte omotteru yo
sōshite ienai koto ga fuete iku

kore ga shitai are ga hoshii
kedo sore wa iya tte iwayuru
seken ippan de iu mittomonain desho?
kūki yonde gaman shite akiramete
saigo ni nokotta gomi mitai na no ga
minna no hoshii kotoba nan desho?

baka shōjiki de wa itsuka kowarete shimau
dakara itta
kimi ni inaku natte hoshikunai kara

tama ni hontō no koto o itte ato de kōkai suru
hontō no kimi nante boku ni wa wakaranai kara
saisho kara kuchi ni dasanai hō ga
kekkateki ni wa tsurakunai
sōshite iu koto sura mo yamete ittan da

ki ga tsuitara
nanika chigau, konna koto ga
iitai wake janain da tte
demo mō dō demo ii ya

kansei shita pazuru o warawaretakunakute
darenimo mienai basho de piisu o hakidashita
atchi no iyami na boku mo
konnani yowane o haku boku mo
zenbu onaji de hontō no
boku nanda

jibun kara iwanakya tsutawaranai nante!
zenbu! zenbu!! zenbu!!!
hontō wa wakatteru!)
ima itta koto wa zenbu
itsumo kangaete wa iru noni
shabettara hyakubun no ichi
ni mo naranai
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