Love you worse

i'm watching you, just watching me.
i'm wondering what you really see.
cause there's a picture in my mind,
from a whole different story.

now, we started out
the best of friends.
and for me that's where it ends.
wish i could make myself believe,
that you're the one for me.
and saying goodbye
is the best thing i could do.
but i don't wanna loose you.

there's no way in,
there's no way out.
i can't go on,
and i can't back down.
i tell myself to tell you now,
this is the way that i'm feeling.
but i can't find the words to say.
i care so much, but not that way.
and i hate how much this hurts..
but no one could love you worse.

i'm only living half the lie.
because you're the best thing
in my life.
i love you, but i'm not in love.
and i know it's not enough.
but, saying goodbye
is the one thing i can't do.
cause i don't wanna loose you.

there's no way in,
there's no way out.
i can't go on,
and i can't back down.
i tell myself to tell you now,
this is the way that i'm feeling.
but i can't find the words to say.
i care so much, but not that way.
and i hate how much this hurts..
but no one could love you worse.

cause it's just not right,
that i keep you close.
i should let you go,
can't give you what you need.
you should find someone
who can look at you,
the way you do
when you're looking at me.

there's no way in,
there's no way out.
i can't go on,
and i can't back down.
i tell myself to tell you now,
this is the way that i'm feeling.
but i can't find the words to say.
i care so much, but not that way.
and i hate how much this hurts..
but no one could love you worse.

sorry that i hurt you,
it's the worse thing
i know i could do.
i'm so sorry
that i hurt you,
don't deserve you.
what else can i do?
but say sorry,
that i hurt you,
don't deserve you.
it's the worse thing
i know i could do.
that i hurt you,
i don't deserve you.
so sorry