Room 14 (i'm fine)

Here I am in hotel room 14
I'm calling you to ask you how you feel
My rocking chair is going back and forth
Tomorrow we will travel to the north

And you know I'm fine
Well I'm not alright
I miss my home
I miss you all
And you think it's fine
But it's not alright
I lost myself
I kept my breath
Till the time I thought
I untied the knot
I felt I'm free
Breeze of the sea
But it was that late
Ain't no stars to rate
Yeah, show was tight
Have a good night

Still I am in hotel room 14
I cannot sleep I wonder "what's my deal"
Do I get what I really worth?
I'm done from here, that's my pay off