You dug your grave, now lie in it

I didn't plan this and if I did,
I wouldnt be having this conversation now
cuz I cant take it. No i cant take it but I'll be fair
and I wont fake this. I cant unbreak something thats broken now.
This is over for me.

This is just the way it has to be.
Im so sorry, please believe me its not what I wanted.
But it's just the way, this has to be.
Please forgive me when I tell you its not what I wanted.
Hey you, keep breathing. Just keep breathing.
Hey you, if its meant to be, it will come back to you.

So now here we are in this place where both of us should never have to be.
we put out everything, it didnt mean we wouldnt bleed.
maybe it wasnt supposed to last forever, but maybe's not what i need.
this is something that i chose, so does it feel like it could kill me?

This is just the way it has to be.
Im so sorry, please believe me its not what I wanted.
But it's just the way, this has to be.
Please forgive me when I tell you its not what I wanted.
Hey you, keep breathing. Just keep breathing.
Hey you, if its meant to be, it will come back to you.

i am lost, so far from unknown. who will save me from myself?
i am lost so far from unknown, who will save me from myself?

This is just the way it has to be.
Im so sorry, please believe me its not what I wanted.
But it's just the way, this has to be.
Please forgive me when I tell you its not what I wanted.
Hey you, keep breathing. Just keep breathing.
Hey you, if its meant to be, it will come back to you.