Emotional

God I'm only human
Trying to face it all
But I don't want to get emotional

It started in November
I started losing my mind
I ended up in rehab
I don't want to cry
But people can be so mean
And I don't understand why
And when they say they're counting
I just want to die

Try to keep my shit together
When will this get any better?
I'm trying so hard not to break down

God I'm only human
Trying to face it all
But I don't want to get emotional
Walking on a tightrope
Trying not to fall
But I don't want to get emotional

I didn't mean to do this
Didn't mean to
Everything every thought
Now I can't get out
I saw the love of my life
Leave me for his new wife
Stab me right in the heart
With a fucking knife

Try to keep my shit together
When will this get any better?
I'm trying so hard not to break down

God I'm only human
Trying to face it all
But I don't want to get emotional
Walking on a tightrope
Trying not to fall
But I don't want to get emotional