Ship jumper

i wish i could be silent
i wish i could turn my back on this
but you'd be right there
waiting
waiting with your knife in hand
ready to cut the life from me
wouldn't that be so convenient
for you and me and all it
seemed to be
your ship has come in now
and all i wanna do is cry
you enjoy the attention
the feeling of self worth and
value it brings
the title that makes you so cool
the paint you use to disquise it
doesn't hide your ugly interior
now i am right there waiting
for you and me and all it
seemed to be
your ship has come in now
and all i wanna do is cry
go and find your own life
get the hell away from me
just leave me alone
you will never find it
you always wanted to be the
one doing it on your own
taking all your life away
taking all your life away
stripping all your life away
cannot stand the sight of it
the sight of you and all the lies
all the lies you tell to accept
yourself and dress yourself
in all the styles
hoping to find someone as
blind as you