What happens inside

When you look at me
And start to yell and pace
The force of the wind
Hits me right in the face
It's uncontrollable
What happens inside
I get tunnel vision
And I just want to hide
But it all turns red
And I blow up instead
When I come back to my senses
I realize the things I did and said
I want to apologize
It seems so easy to take control
But it's a mistake to think
You know the things that you know
What Happens inside
Inside it's hard to control
You're in denial
You can't get in touch with your soul
You're having problems
Controlling your destiny
Nothing is coming out right
You have to let it go
It seemed so simple
Only a moment ago
Don't fight it
Or it'll get worse
Instead of letting go
You'll end up getting cursed
Don't fight it
It gets worse
Just let it go
And be in control