Beloved addiction

So many times
So many times I've tried
To run away from you
But I keep coming back to you

Wasted years, broken dreams
All for nothing, all for my needs
No light of life in these eyes
All that matters is my beloved addiction

Bleeding
You took my smile away
Burning
Like acid in my veins
Fading
Just trying to seize this day
Failing
Have I lost again?

So many years
So many empty promises
Through the voices in my head
I can hear you call my name

I've lost again.