Done dreaming

I think maybe I should make up my mind
About all things that Ive gone through
And I rather have these walls bare
Then hang them with the memories
Just like I hung my sympathy

With the noose around it's neck pulled tight
The night you called, and said
And said you missed me
What a liar
And I know you're no good
And you'll never be, you'll never be

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I will stare until my eyes go red
And my dreams will be abstract again
Or so I hope, just so I know that
Its a dream

And I will take my time
Or at least thats what I'll telling myself today
cause tomorrows another story
Hell in an hour
I can change my mind

Cause I'll another shoulder
Just waiting for a lonely tear
Theres no happy ending
And no, it doesnt get to me

[Chorus]

I will stare until my eyes go red
Theres no time, to pretend
That this doesnt get to me
That this doesnt get to me

Theres no happy ending
Or at least one that is real enough
That is real enough