Where the heart is

It's been so long since it's rained this hard
So i'll drive with the windows down to remember how it felt to feel alive
The sky starts to clear as i'm passing by your house for the second time again
You're still away
And i'm still here
How long has it been since you've been at home with me?
I'm trying to hold on but i'm just keeping you away
You said "i'm still standing, i'm just looking for a reason"
I'm standing right here
But i'm holding on too tight
You're looking right through me, or do you feel me at all?
And this will never be enough, but if you're going down...
This is all i have
Just fucking take it
This is all i am
It's always been for you
Choke and break and drown and steal
Take it all again
Just say you'll never leave
Just never leave