Horizon

I'm trying to help myself
I'm learning to be a better man
Start breathing, but pain, will come again
And I'll try to live again
With your scent on my neck

I feel your heart when you're touching me
The scars always reminding me
That this hope will only go so far
Have you seen my dream, every time I fall
Like a heart being torn at the seams
Have you ever felt this way before

I'm tired of heartache and all the pain I've caused
And I can't love anyone until I learn to love myself

How can I feel this way
When your heart still feels the same (the same)
I'm fragile and in pain
Watch me waste away (waste away)

I'm broken inside
My worlds in stiches, for the meantime
At the moment it's the way I feel
Life fades as I start to heal
Can I hear your voice, can I say your name
I'm in trenches that I can't escape
It's just the way I am
My heart flashes to the room
And it begins to race

How can I feel this way
When your heart still feels the same (the same)
I'm fragile and in pain
Watch me waste away (waste away)

I'm scared of dying
And im tired of lying
For the first time in my life
I am finally trying

And it's gotten to the point
Where I don't know who I am anymore
Or if there's anyway to change, what I've become
And I am so sorry, I am sorry for the dark cloud
I have cast over you

For the first time in my life
I swear I'm trying
For the first time in my life
I am finally flying

And I want to stop this tragedy
This depression, this pain
The heartache that we feel every single day
And you know what it's like to be down and done
But I won't take it anymore

I'm finally trying
I'm finally flying
I'm finally trying
I'm finally flying