Risk it all

Where did this come from? Is there a reason?
I thought that I'd never want more.
But now I'm thinking, something is changing on the inside.
So now, what do I do? and who do I turn to?
Because I just wanna hide.
I'll keep it on the inside,
I'll hide it from your eyes,
I'm hiding on the outside, from you.

I will risk it all on black tonight.
And if I win it all, we'll see the lies,
If I stumble and fall and lose this fight,
You're not everything I thought you would be.

I've seen this movie,
I know the ending,
no one ends up happy.
there's so many reasons I should be leavin',
so why am I still standing here?
and If you find a reason, and you still believe him,
then you deserve this.

I will risk it all on black tonight,
and if I win it all,
we'll see the lies,
If I stumble and fall and lose this fight,
you're not everything I thought you would be.

Everytime, everytime i'm down I just keep putting
everything, everything, I should have walked away before
I came to this place where I thought I could get back
what I once had and built,
she left me empty,
i'm empty

I'll risk it all on black tonight,
and if I win it all,
we'll see the lies,
If I stumble and fall and lose this fight,
you're not everything i thought you would be
I will risk it all on black tonight,
and if I win it all,
we'll see the lies,
If I stumble and fall and lose this fight,
well I guess it just wasn't meant to be