Behind these eyes

All I want to do is live my life true,
past the pain you put me through.
All around me all I see is suffering,
I want to live life for me.
Surrounded by depravity,
in the face of adversity,
I try to struggle on,
my life's almost gone,
I'm seeking clarity.
No one knows what's behind these eyes,
I'm a man alone I've turned the tide.
You expect me to trust when everyone I see is a threat to me?
You expect me to trust when everyone I see is an enemy?
I've tried so hard to do the best I can,
to become a better man but all around me all I see is apathy.
It's not how I thought it would be.
I don't care anymore.
Been hurt too many times before but I'll struggle on,
my life's almost gone,
my lifeline ripped and turn.
Fuck it all I live my life for me.