One lotus

This can't be nothing
My insides twist in pain
And I focus on the pure things
That I try to make sustain
And I reach out like my father
And I let it eat me up
(Figure out)
(Pre-Chorus)
Take everything I own
I already gave my soul
(Chorus)
It hurts so much, I must get by
I am old enough to know wrong from right
The sight of you is inside of me
I can self-destruct but I'll just sleep
(Verse)
I'm over all these mind games
You make me think the wrong thing
And I try to release anger
Through the music and songs I sing
But the violence that you've brought us
For letting them fuck you
(Fade out)
(Pre Chorus)
Take everything I own
I already gave my soul
(Chorus)
It hurts so much, I must get by
I am old enough to know wrong from right
The sight of you is inside of me
I can self-destruct but I'll just sleep
(Outro)
You're out of this world and disastrous
Taking it out of what can not be