Habits of my heart

In a dark room, in cold sheets
I can't feel a damn thing
I lost myself between your legs
Your medicine is in my head
You know I'd rather be alone
But then you call me on the phone

Oh the habits of my heart
I can't say no
It's ripping me apart
You get too close
You make it hard to let you go

I tell myself I like that
When you tie my hands behind my back
You're confident, I'll give you that
But if you love so, then you can hate your soul

Cause I'd rather be alone
But you've fermented in my bones

Oh the habits of my heart
I can't say no
It's ripping me apart
You get too close
You make it hard to let you go
Impossible to let you go