Inhuman trust

i wish i could go to sleep for five years and wake up in the real world.
that would actually be a challange.
not this everyday smile routine.
an individual will always be cut in half.
he's neither in nor appropriate to the society.
meanwhile the cowards will hide behind their masses.
laughing their teenage years to the judgement of the unrealized nature.
the cowards will hide behind their masses.
a social smoking group?
a bunch of critisizers?
live for yourself,
don't care externally cause then you'll get fucked in two fucking ways.