Uso no hibana

ichiban taisetsu na mono o
ichiban taisetsu ni shitai
sonna tanjun na koto ga
ima wa ichiban dekinai

"moshimo unmei ga aru no naraba
anata wa unmei no hito nan desu"
sonna kotoba
"ima" o kowashisou de ienai

chikaku ni itemo tooku kanjiru
ittari kitari shiteru kono omoi
"akirameru" "akiramenai"
owaranai hanauranai

takarabako no kagi o shimeta mama
kirakira shita omoide dakishime
honoka ni irodzuita kakera o tameiki ni kakusu

me ga atta nara sorasanaide
himerareta kono uso o minuite yo
genkai ga mou wakaranai no
dakara ima wa nanimo iwanaide

kurushii yo
kowai hodo anata ga suki

monotarinai nante iwanai
donna wagamama mo iwanai
nanika ga kawaru no ga iya de
nigedasu koto mo dekinai

tsui shita o muiteshimau no wa
usotsuki no muimi na hankou waruagaki
kowai kanashii kokoro munashisa de afureta

karada no naka ni chitta hibana wa
anata ga suki da to iu shigunaru
"mukuwareru" "mukuwarenai"
sonna no wa kankei nai

sumikitte mitasareta ano sora
itsuka fureru koto ga dekiru nara
itsumademo samayou binetsu o tameiki ni tokasou

machigai desu ka?
da to shitemo anata ga suki

subete mirareteru no wa wakattete
mitete hoshigatte kakureteru
sonna jibun yurushiteru yo jibun ni dake

sekaijuu no fuan o atsumete
tojikometa nara nani ga okoru no?
mugen ni hirogatteyuku
tomedonai kono mousou

kokoro no naka osaetsukeru hodo
hanpirei shiteyuku genjitsu wa
mou dame taekirenai yo
iki ga dekinakunaru yo

kidzuite yo
kono omoi "anata ga suki"

me ga atta nara sorasanaide
himerareta kono uso o minuite yo
genkai ga mou wakaranai no
dakara ima wa nanimo iwanaide

kurushii yo
kowai hodo anata ga suki