Ijiwaru na koi

uso mitai na tenkai ni
futari chotto hanikamu
fureta kisu kara tsutawaru
hajimete no kankaku ni

ugokenai kokoro wa
kimi dake o motomeru
heta na egao de gomen ne
arinomama mitsumetetai

hontou no watashi wa sugoku yokubari mitai desu.
kimi o shiritai sore na no ni
okubyou ni mo naru

hajimete no kono kimochi o
mou nido to hanasanu you ni
kyou, koi o hajimemasu
kokoro de sotto kanaderu no
daikirai, demo daisuki
mayoikomu ijiwaru na koi da kedo
soba ni itai no
kono te hanasanaide ne

sono kotoba shigusa ni
kono mune wa yurarete
kimi o ittari kitari de
tsuyogari o kasaneteta

akirameru koto nara watashi, tokui datta no ni
kimi ni aitai ki ga tsukeba
itsumo sagashiteta

tokubetsu to yoberu kyori ni
yawaraka na kiseki ga mau
namida no nukumori ni
tsutsumareteku negaitachi
shinjiru tsuyosa kureta
hohoemi o itsu made mo mamoritai
itamu hodo naze
kimi ni hikareru ndarou

hajimete no kono kimochi o
mou nido to hanasanu you ni
kyou, koi o hajimemasu
kokoro de sotto kanaderu no
daikirai, demo daisuki
mayoikomu ijiwaru na koi da kedo
soba ni itai yo
kono te hanasanaide ne