Outside and in

I've never been (so) afraid before
You say you've never ceased
To think of all that I've endured
Are you kidding me?

Everything was a mess
I don't even want to remember your name

And I could throw it away
It doesn't matter to me

And the blood's stopped pumping trough my veins
My body's got scars outside and in

I will remember
You know we cannot forget the pain
You'll be forgotten
You know that imma pull this trigger now, just to say that I'm alive

It's all about you
Tell me it's worth it
It never seems to be the love that we wanted
Don't know if it's true
I'll never be like them
Did you ever wonder who we used to be?

Your voices are haunting me
Did you ever wonder who we used to be?

It's all about you
Tell me it's worth it
It never seems to be the love that we wanted
Don't know if it's true
I'll never be like them
Did you ever wonder who we used to be
Yeah, did you ever wonder who we used to be?