Unnatural paradise

Cold words echo around me
Friendship love disappear
I can' t share my anguish
Nothing makes me better

I can' t stand the emptiness inside of me
This is driving me insecurity
I' m drowned in pills which replaces answers
Building unnatural paradise

An excitement makes up my psyche
(Building a fake paradise)
Plastic coated joy that gives no border to anguish
A mask for my soul
(Blinding my reality)
Here I feel alive again

My paradise becomes even more unreachable
I' m tired of this constant escape
Finding someone to listen would be enough
To build a real world