Candy shops

You wrote down all of the books in my room
Kept a light under the pillow in case you forget what to do
I found my hair was getting thinner
Stopped picking up my dinner
Pulling out my teeth
You saw a green light across the water
Perfection is the color of the incomplete

But we will hold ourselves back
Candy shops sell prozac
Walking on the train tracks far from here
You don't get on with your boss but vodka helps with pain, loss
Just kick up the [?] when you see
It's only downhill from here

And you wrote down all of the ways I went wrong
Had me thinking that in summer
You kicked down the walls and be gone

I found my hair was getting thinner
Stopped picking up my dinner
Pulling out my teeth
You saw a green light across the water
Perfection is the color of the incomplete

But we will hold ourselves back
Candy shops sell prozac
Walking on the train tracks far from here
You don't get on with your boss but vodka helps with pain, loss
Just kick up the [?] when you see
It's only downhill from here

And maybe I don't want to be here
My mother thinks I should flee
And maybe I just fit where the cracks are
Aren't in the between