I won't look back

The story comes in use when I disappear
I lived in a dream world away from my fear
This world is much too demanding for me to stay
I took all the chances I could take

Holding my head in my hands
I won't look back

I lived out my weakness protected by lies
I felt all the pleasure behind my disguise
My life was a secret but nobody cared
When I was in pain they all just stared

When I look back I won't regret
And I'll never forget the things I did
I felt the shame and I couldn't share
This pain will always be there