Punktured eyeballs

Punktured eyeballs
Can't look down at me
Shattered kneecaps
You can't follow me
Severed vocal cords
You can't scream at me
Broken fingers
You can't torture me

The more you to avoid your suffering
The more you suffer - the more you suffer
The more you try to stop your greediness
The more you you want - the more you want
The more you try to make it big
The faster you fade - the faster you fade
The more you try to love your fellowman
The stronger you hate - the stronger you hate

The more I try to ease my pain
The more it hurts - the more it hurts
The more I try to erase my past
The stronger it gets - the stronger it gets
The more I watch on CNN
The lesser I care the lesser I care
The more I try to kill myself
The longer I live - the longer I live

Why don't learn from my mistakes?
Why do I always want some more
Why can't I fight all my addictions?
Why does all the shit always come at once?