Messed up

I don't wanna talk about the pain
I just wanna wash it all away, away, away
And I spend so long building these walls
And I don't think anybody knows me at all

And I don't think anybody cares to hear my troubles, so I just keep them locked inside

In this messed up head of mine, the sun never, ever, shines
But to love before the rest starts to pour
In this messed up head of mine

I don't wanna go and see my friends
Cause it's getting harder to pretend that I'm alright
And so I just stay here with this song
Cause that's about all I got to keep me holding on

And I don't think anybody cares to hear my troubles, so I just keep them locked inside

In this messed up head of mine, the sun never, ever, shines
But to love before the rest starts to pour
In this messed up head of mine, of mine

Although I'm so alone, I know if I take the time there's beauty to find

In this messed up head of mine, the sun never, ever, shines
But to love before the rest starts to pour
In this messed up head of mine

In this messed up heaf of mine