Carload of whatever

I'll never find a good enough wife
I've seen the diamonds in my skull
I'll photograph myself giving head
Or burn myself a new nose

Yeah, yeah, you got the drama alright
Yeah, yeah, you got the hurt, hurt!
Oh boy, oh boy, you're learning to survive
Surviving is what my parents do

Can't find a noose, can't find a razor, too good a swimmer
I'm out of poison, I'm out of patience, I'm anorexic
Come back here, come back here, I want your blood in me!

[undecipherable screaming]