Adjectives might work

Now what do I find in these readings?
The ink that my pen is bleeding
As the words dance on my tongue I'm reminded to stop
Regress all this talk and depression in thought
As I let you know now that I feel
I said what I meant (finally meant what I said)

Say it again to you
These words are bleeding through my heart
These words can kill, yes it's true
What keeps you alive is my healing art

Now what do you say to someone
When all of the damage has been done?
As the words form this fine blade I'm reminded to stop
Express all this thought and depression in thought
As I let you now that I feel
I said what I meant, finally meant what I said

As much as I would love to, I simply cannot learn to hate you