At war

The weight of your word on my shoulders
I've always carried on
Thought they'd get lighter as I got older
But all I know is wrong

Each minute that passes feels like a lifetime
The clock falls off the wall
I pick up the pieces but they have no meaning
Cause all I know is

Hold your breath
And pray for the world to end
Nothing's left
Some broken hearts
Will never mend
And every word's just whisper to the wind
I pray to God for angels he'll never send
Hold your breath
And pray for the world to end

Caught in a hurricane of doubt
The deadweight drags me down
The fire within me burning out slowly
Cause all I know is

Hold your breath
And pray for the world to end
Nothing's left
Some broken hearts
Will never mend
And every word's just whisper to the wind
I pray to God for angels he'll never send
Hold your breath
And pray for the world to end

I've been a soldier in every battle but my own
Never surrendering I fought each war alone
Only surviving never winning
I've never had a life worth living

I just

Hold my breath
And pray for the world to end
Nothing's left
Some broken hearts
Will never mend
And every word's just whisper to the wind
I pray to God for angels he'll never send
Hold your breath
And pray for the world to end