Humanity's victim

Breathing on borrowed time,
another memory wearing thin,
holding you to your words,
knowing now I wait alone,

a false life withered away,
tunneling my flesh,
decaying my soul,

I've killed myself for to long,
turning away from humanity,
the reason for all our fears,
to these murders I will not fall,
victim

the past is gone,
now that I see,
true life is non-existence,
my life belongs to me.