Doomed to kill

Memories of crime, rape and destruction
Are blowing through my mind to obsession.
Violence and cruelty my only friends,
Suffering and evil for which I stand.

Years of war, fighting for hollow wishes,
A life of hate tore my soul to pieces,
Buried my will in the throes of darkness
And my depraved brain in ungodliness.

The excrement of my mind haunt my dreams,
Filling my nights with the most shrilling screams,
Eternal prisoner of my own filth,
I feed myself from the cries underneath.

And the bleeding walls of guilt hide my sun
When, between your clenched teeth I force my gun.
I see their shadows in your pleading eyes
But they can't divert me from sacrifice.

I relieve myself on your bloodless skin,
A lightning of delight tears me within,
The supreme climax of death and faeces.

This corpse, cold under my tongue and kisses
Affords me the only intense pleasure
My tortured and insane heart can endure.

I know nothing will never stop my hand
I will kill and kill until the end.