Inner suicide

There was someone waiting for me
And because I had no time
I lost my life
I planned my crime

I killed my soul and time
Something struck my life and I
I saw me dancing with
Angels in the dark

All I wanted is to be
A nice person like me
Blowing the dust on my back
Everyday the same track

And pushing it I go
Because in the night I now
That my spirit is too high
And my happiness is so low

Oh my, don´t make me suffer
Don´t let me die
Don´t crash me over
Just let me fly

Angels, devils and ghosts
Just stones and blood
I wanna be free
From this dirty mud