Nothing to you

My wings were clipped today,
but my heart still flew away from me,
and now I have no way to catch up with it.
Catch up with you.
To you this means nothing.
Nothing to you.

Force myself to close my eyes.
Sleep another night away
just for the sake of knowing
that I can still wake up in the morning.

My future is in your hands.
As I lay at your feet trying to lock my eyes in yours
I'm still alive
But I'm dead inside trying to find myself in your eyes

My life is going forward,
but I'm still going sideways.
I may never know what lies ahead,
but I know what's behind me
I miss you more than anything.

My future is crushed in your palms,
and left to slide through your fingers
as I let you slide through mine.

I'm falling from the world as the world falls down around me.
And I lost my head.
I left my feet on the ground.
To you this means nothing.
Nothing to you.