Call from solitude

Hear the call from my solitude,
No more tears to cry.
Once I longed to live eternally,
But now I wish to die.

I saw the lives of billion men,
Saw anguish, tears and pain.
I fought to build a better world,
To see it burn again.

Can't change my fate, now I am too old to hate.
I have to live and wish I could die.
Can't change my fate and I am too old to hate.
I have to live and wish that I could die!
I've fooled myself in search for eternity
Never found.
And now I wish to die.
And now I wish to die.

I tried to judge with loving mind,
I wanted love to grow.
But at last I have to find
That love I could not show.

In search for peace of mind
Tormention is what I find.
I would have build a paradise,
It proved to be a lie - I wish to die.