Part of letting go

If never been so close to you and felt so far away
From the person who used to be the only one for me
Half of me hates you more than I could ever say
But the better half misses you and just hates me

Its nice to know Im so forgettable
GUY-And you said it yourself you just wanted me to leave you alone
GIRL-I said it myself I just wanted you to leave me alone

And Im cutting down trees so no one will see
Where our names used to be
And part of letting go is forgetting who you used to be
I guess that I was so used to it
Expecting you to catch me in the end

Its nice to know Im so invisible
GUY-And you said it yourself you just wanted me to leave you alone
GIRL-I said it myself I just wanted you to leave me alone

And Im tearing down the walls around me
So I cant see who we used to be

GUY-I love the way you pretend to care about me
without calling, sufficating in my dreams
while your smiling
GIRL-I hate the way I watch you kill yourself just to impress me
Im not moving on, how does this fake smile look on me?
I said "Im sorry"