Not too fussed

It's a right kerfuffle,
Oh what a mess we're in,
I'd say it's all or nothing,
I'd say there's no way i can win,
You're enigmatic, as if nothing matters now,
We'll be happy laughing, then you'll greet me with a frown,
I say think about this first, you'll regret it when you wake,
Because you say these things and i know you don't mean them,
But it's still so hard to take,
When it's good it's brilliant, but when it's bad it's hard to bare,
I remain resillient, and you know of course i care,
99 per cent of the time it's fine and you're always on my mind,
But when you've had a drink and you say silly things, i wonder why i try,
I can't see this ending,
Unless it re-occurs again,
You should stop pretending,
Because i'm not the one to blame

Oh can't we please just leave these arguments until the morning,
Because i'm not that botherd,
You've drunk too much and you can't see that this is your last warning,
Oh i'm way too botherd, for my own good.

It's an uphill struggle,
Oh where do i begin?
I'd say it's all or nothing,
I'd say there's no way i can win,
You're too dramatic, as if too much matters now,
We'll be happy laughing, then you'll turn round with a frown,
I say think about this first, you'll regret it when you wake,
Because you say these things and i know you don't mean them,
But it's still so hard to take,
Usually you're brilliant, but when you drink you're hard to bare,
I remain resillient, and it's obvious i care,
99 per cent of the time it's fine and i can't get you off my mind,
But when you've had a drink and you say silly things, i wonder why i try,
I can't see this ending,
Unless it re-occurs again,
You should stop pretending,
Because i'm not the one to blame