Mixed feelings

Every night I'm on the edge of crying
I'm slowly fucking dying
All the secrets that I'm hiding
Trust me when i say I'm trying

I never feel like smiling
I just feel like fucking dying
I always keep my cool
But I'm always fucking lying

Every night I'm on the edge of crying
I'm slowly fucking dying
All the secrets that I'm hiding
Trust me when i say I'm trying

I never feel like smiling
I just feel like fucking dying
I always keep my cool
But I'm always fucking lying

I'm always fucking lying but it doesnt really matter
Cuz no one even gets me and I'm only getting sadder
Don't matter what you do
No I won't feel any better
I really do not care
Mood is changing like the weather

Mood is changing like the weather
Bitch I do not fucking care
I won't keep my shit together
I never will feel better
I always have to fake it
I don't need no fucking friends
I just really need to make it

Every night I'm on the edge of crying
I'm slowly fucking dying
All the secrets that I'm hiding
Trust me when i say I'm trying

I never feel like smiling
I just feel like fucking dying
I always keep my cool
But I'm always fucking lyin-

Every night I'm on the edge of crying
I'm slowly fucking dying
All the secrets that I'm hiding
Trust me when i say I'm trying