Can't admit it

I called to talk late at night and I'm crying.
When I told you everything's alright, I was lying
I'm not so sure I want this anymore
And I'm not so sure I need it.

I thought I knew what it was that I wanted.
Beginning to think I was wrong, can't admit it
I'm not so sure I want this anymore
And I'm not so sure I need it.
But I'm worried that if I walk out that door,
I wouldn't really leave it.

I've never been one to walk through the fire.
I'd rather jump from the top and be flying
I'm not so sure I want this anymore
And I'm not so sure I need it.
But I'm worried that if I walk out that door,
I wouldn't really leave it.